CHANGES IN THE SUMMER

It's the summer and so much has been happening. Family problems once again. I'm realizing that my mother is getting older and I have to look out for her more and help around the house. The friends I have are no longer really considered friends and everyone is changing. I transferred to Concord because, I wasn't gonna graduate from Curtis on time... I know it's not the best school but as long as I'm getting a highschool diploma I'm okay and that's once of my main goals I'm worried about. I feel like this is the only connection I have to Curtis and Ms.Turner was my second favorite teacher lol, so I'll update on this as much as possible. Well I'm currently baby sitting I have a pool party to attend tomorrow and I needed money for a bathing suit so here I am.. well okay thats all

Males

I really don't understand boys and as life goes on I'm learning more and more not to stress them. I mean I'm only 16 and I'm not pregnant or anything so I have no baby father drama to worry about. I'm tired of focusing all my time on boys, I still have school to worry about. I also know they don't understand us as much as we don't understand them. My dad explained to me the other day that boys don't usually want till there about 25 he actually admitted that he didn't know what he wanted till he was about 30. That's crazy! So it really makes no sense to sit and stress. I mean you have all your life to meet boys. So now every time I'm hurt, the best thing to do is laugh to keep from crying. I can't explain how many times my feelings were hurt this weekend, and I'm really proud of myself because, usually I act like the world is ending and I mope around and all of that but for the first time I can actually say I really didn't care!!!!!! Like what am I crying for? It's there lost not mines, tuh I'm too cute for that :p .

Mad over a 50 cent CAPRISUN?

So, I have this "friend" I'm not gonna state her name, whose a bit phony. She just hang's out with people I don't like and I'm realizing as each day passes that I can't trust her. Also, she's a little bit on the stupid side because, people who talk behind her back she doesn't do nothing she just continues to smile in their face. She likes the dumbest boys ever and even when she knows she's being used she doesn't do anything. She's like a big air head or something. WELL anywhoser's I went to Willies before I walked in school to buy a bagel and I DIDN'T invite her. What does she do? She asks me to buy her two caprisun's. SO me I don't have a problem with saying no, i tell her no. I only have 5 dollars and it needs to last till later like I'm not gonna waste my money on you and your not even my real friend. She catches a attitude I'm like "well you can buy one" she's like NO. Aright oh well be thirst then dummy! How you get mad at me anyway? I really didn't care I kept smiling because, if it's one thing I don't do is I don't live to please ANYONE. Like go ask your little fake friends. So now she's mad and she's thirsty. AHHH. BROKE WHORE! *excuse my language Ms.Turner*

Meeeee

Me. Me. Me. I love me and I love the people who love me and if you don't love me your missing out on a lot. I know it's not good to think about this but if I ever die I know I'll be remembered I'm funny, cute, and I have a great sense of humor I try my best to make everyone laugh. All the boring people think I'm obnoxious, ghetto, loud or whatever but guess what? I don't really care and I'll go out my way to ANNOY those boring people just to prove a point. Okay so I get a little bi-polar sometimes, I have my days when I'm a b-tch but EVERYBODY has those days, and if I have a attitude you know something really bad happened because, it takes a lot for me to get angry. All and all I'm a good person I think I have a pretty good heart. I don't like some people but I'll live. GOSH, pretty me :)

Aaron Alexander Nelson Thompson

Doesn't that picture look so adorable yeah, I know. We look so perfect and cute but we're NOT. Aaron! I'm so fed up with him. He's not a boyfriend but he kinda is I don't know I can't explain it just know that he's not suppose to talk to other females but he does! I mean in my 16 years of life I've been threw a lot of break up's and all of that and he knows and what does he do? Goes and be come's a jerk on me. I should've known because boys are boys and that's what they do but i kinda trusted him. He had the NERVE to tell me shut up on Twitter too... the NERVE !!!!! Like really? I am crazy mo-fo ! He think he's gonna get over on playing me? No I don't play that. I'm gonna watch his every move on Twitter and Facebook and he deleted me off "BBM" blackberry messenger but I got someone watching him on there. MWahahaha >:) I sound delusional lol, but I'm really not. I'm just not having that! Plus I'm irresistible. I'm like his best friend so he's gonna eventually need me and I'ma be like "OHHHHHH remember when you told me to shut up on Twitter" "remember or that flirting you was doing" mmhm. Okay well I'm done. STUPID JERK!!!! I love him though :)

My niece :)

See that baby !? that's my niece, my oldest sister's daughter. Her name is La'kyah :) I love her. She'll be three in June 19nth. Did I mention that she's the smartest little girl ever? She knows her age, how to spell her name. Her alphabet in spanish and english, her numbers in spanish and english. She knows how to tie her shoes, how to dial 911 when there's an emergency, she goes to ballet. . okay let me stop bragging. But, she's basically my sunshine, I don't need no kids because, my other sister is about to have a son in September and my older brother got two sons and one daughter. NOT to mention Danayzia's baby. She brigtens up everyones day. Lol, that girl is funny and they we argue you'd think we were siblings. Yeah she gets annoying sometimes:) but yeah that's all I LOVE my niece <3

WHOSE THAT IN MY BACKGROUND?!

So, the other day Ms.Turner tells us to post 3 links to our blogs and what not. So of course being the wonderful student I am, I did and I noticed that my third link wasn't showing -_- so I'm going all out my way to make the third link show and it's not showing. I asked Ms.Turner for some help and she told me I had to change my template. I was pissed the hell off because, I thought my template was freaking adorable but I ended up changing it anyway. SO I'm looking threw the designs and I figured out that you can put your own picture as your background on your blog spot. OF COURSE, I chose Pharrell. Whose Pharrell? The cutest celebrity you'll ever know, my night and shining armor, my husband, gosh! I'm literally like his number one fan. He doesn't get appreciated as much as he should but he's music is really good and he's really handsome. well yeah, that's all!

Teenagers

Teenagers are like really weird if you think about it were all alike in one way or the other. Even though the new thing is like standing out, and being different so now its like the being weird is normal. Crazy huh? Everyone's tryna stand out and they all end up looking alike. Another thing is female teenagers complain about how girls are fake, girls are sluts, ( excuse my language Ms.Turner ) thats the most decent word i could come up with, girls are liars, and boys are jerk. But yet, we all smile in every girls face that we hate, we fall in "love" with the boys that's jerk, and we know deep down inside we talk about A LOT of people behind their backs. So whats the point of complaining? like really. Im starting to notice that that's why I don't complain about anything. Girls will be girls, some of them grow up and some of them just like to live miserable. Teenage boys will be teenage boys, they break hearts, they do mean things, they disrespect girls. Its LIFE. Get over it and live life cause when we get older, we'll complain about kids, and paying bills, and all that boring stuff. so yeah :)

EYE CONTACT

I hate eye contact. Like the other day I was watching this video on youtube and this gay boy was talking about, how eye contact is really weird and I just noticed I hate it. Okay, so like say if your walking and you see someone you haven't spoken to in a really long time. . then your like undecided if you should hi, or not so your like "ehh I'm not gonna look, I'm not gonna look" but you feel them looking at you and you stare at everything but them and then when you think their not looking you look up and BAMMMM. there they are staring all up in your face. Then it's like that awkward moment your like "should I say hi... or should i keep walking" . You have two choices, if you say Hi, and they don't see you you look dumb. And in my case, if i say hi and somebody don't see me then I get frustrated and when Monica's frustrated it's not good at all. But if you don't say hi they might feel like you guys are not friends anymore. UGH, so frustrating all and all.. eye contact is extremely weird.

IM fat

Kasson is so rude he tried to hack my blog and say I'm fat. IM not fat i weigh only108 pounds. That's pretty bad for my size.. smh i cant get any fatter I'm gonna be like this short fat little girl with glasses. Ew, you know how ugly i would look? I'd be known as the fat whore everyone would say "hey look at that fat whore" *sigh* I think i should go on a diet like today. . is whore a curse? i dont think so.. if it is oh well! I have my rights *lawyer voice* all i've been eating is Mcdonalds, papa's, snacks etc. thats like way unhealthy.well ohkay starting today, Im gonna go on a diet.. maybe. "(

Just free writing

Hmm. Sometimes I wonder what makes gum chewable? like what do they put in it that it just doesn't dissolve in our mouth's. Think I'm gonna google it later on and find out. This winter fresh is really good though I should ask Devin for another piece.. na, I'll be hurt f he says no. What am I talking about? Im bored though and Ms.Turner is in Washington d.c why did she go with out me ( wahhhh )! OH MY GOD. I forgot I had like the biggest argument ever with my significant other yesterday over Facebook.. gosh Facebook really will kill a relationship boy I'll tell you. I thought it was over for our relationship I was do depressed. Then my fellow friend spoke to him for me and he came around, i don't mean to brag but i'm irresistible anyway. :) lol ! Well wait... am I? if she had not spoken to him would he came around? idk, dont mind me just doubtfully thinking. I don't have anything more to say which is surprising because, i talk alot :( bye guys.

How I got my blogs name

when you blog something do you call it like your first blog? like .. omg i just blogged. I dont know I'm new to this so its like.... well I got my name by. :( my brain is like every where I cant even concentrate right now what if Josh or Kasson is reading what im typing. theire gonna laugh at me. Anywhosers I got my name from my fellow class mate Kasson :D so now I just post what I'm thinking. Does this has something to do with education? Yes because, its my brain! My brain thinks about school too. Listen if your gonna hurt my feelings get off my blog!!! Well okay there u have it :) goodbye